Unknow Territory:This blog is about my journey into a world without my baby Jack. He died December 27th, 2011 at 6 months of age. I hope to look back on old posts and see that the clouds have parted and that life without my precious little man has become easier. This is my outlet and I hope everyone who reads this blog can understand the dark times and with me look forward to seeing the sun come out!
Sunday, February 12, 2012
I Know
I know its been a while since I posted anything. I really don't know what to write. I feel like people have got to be tired of hearing about how sad I am. I'm really tired of myself being sad! I'm tired of waking from dreams of babies and Jack and death. I'm tired of going about my day and all of a sudden bursting into tears. I'm tired of crazy thoughts and pretty words. I know my son didn't die for things to start falling apart. I'm ready to fast forward to the day when everythings ok. When the sadness has passed and we're all celebrating instead of mourning. I know all the good things. I know he's in a better place. I know God has a huge plan for our family. I just wish my heart would catch up with my mind.
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